My brain is perplexed and so looking for a sounding board.
Met someone who is widowed 5 years now and has guardianship of a 13 soon to be 14-year-old boy. He is the grandfather and the mother is out of state with the father not in the picture since he was young.
So I raised two sons who are doing outstanding, I must say, and I do enjoy children of all ages, so the fact that he has this young man is fine with me.
Well, this guy has a job as a tow truck driver and is on call 24/7 with maybe, maybe one day off a week. This job has been going on for about 3 years. The man and boy have developed a way to survive when he has to be away but it has been, as you can imagine, not a healthy situation. Could elaborate but not right now. So the boy is likeable but he sometimes doesn't always tell the truth, hides important info, if told not to do something when an adult is not around, he'll do it anyways, so more or less he's testing the boundaries all the time. I have found that the man, who is now 50, also at times doesn't tell the truth and hides things rather than being straight up.
So after only a few weeks I have learned a lot. Been on family outings and it's not been like a "normal" dating situation where he asks me out to go somewhere, just us two.
Told him last night that I don't want to just hang out, that I wanted to spend time doing what couples do to get to know one another, that his work schedule I know doesn't allow for that, cannot plan anything and so it doesn't look promising, that maybe we should date other people, which he said then it sounded like the relationship is off. I tend to agree that it would be best early on to read the signs and move on. Our relationship has been 90 percent about him and his life and 10 of mine, if that. So it seems he's got needs and I'd have to fit into what they have going and try to make things better for them. I am a doer and made a good home for my boys as a single mom. I have it in me. Just feels like too much to take on.
So what is my question anyhow?
I just want to receive feedback from anyone who cares to remark.
Thanks.