My sort of ex boyfriend (lets call him person A) who I never really dated broke my heart last summer. But I loved him, more so than anyone ever before and still now. But my current boyfriend (lets call him Person B) who I love (or atleast I think I love him) knows about Person A and our Sort-Of-Relationship, and now Person A has come back and he's saying he wants to have intercourse and I know I still love him, he's on my mind almost all the time. And I feel terrible, because when Person A asked if I had lost my virginity or not, I couldn't answer yes, but I didn't want to tell him no, so I just told him I wasn't going to answer. And then he did something extraordinary, he said alright. He didn't push me to do something I didn't want to, unlike Person B. The only reason I had intercourse with Person B is because.. Well, I suppose there are more than one reason. But one was because he wouldn't stop asking me so I did it to make him stop asking. But now he still keeps asking. But Person B doesn't like that I'm talking to Person A again, and he knows that Person A wants to have intercourse. But Person B thinks that Person A is only joking. And Person A doesn't know that I've told Person B that Person A wants to have intercourse with me. Person A does, however, know that I am in a relationship with Person B. But Person A, and my best friend who I have told all of this, want me to cheat on Person B. I really don't want to mess anything up with Person B. I love person B. But I love Person A more, I think. Person A is like God to me. Which is strange because I'm an atheist. But, for an atheist to have a god is pretty unbelievable. I can't believe how great Person A is. He's so great he's like a God to an Atheist. I just can't believe it.