Well it depends on the guy you are with. I like it when my BF man handles me and tells me what to do as I am open to alot of different positions. Is he like that or more conservative?
I went to your profile and you keep saying you don't have any "feeling" during sex.
This could be physical, but my guess is it's a mental health issue. Since you never feel anything during sex, there won't be "fun and crazy" things anyone can offer you.
This is either a mental health issue, or a physical response issue with your genitalia.
Do you have any thoughts about that?