So, about my usual masturbation habits. I usually masturbate about once a day, and I mainly just rut with a fantasy involved. Usually laying down on the bed, occasionally the floor or the couch.
But Friday night (I think), I decided to have a sexy bath. It was the first time I tried it, and it was also the first time I tried penetration, both vaginal and anal. I didn't have a dildo or anything like that, so I used the handle of a hairbrush, which wasn't very satisfying, it was too hard and not at all what I'd an imagine a real penis would feel like. But I did eventually get off. My legs were limp and weak, and I was really relaxed, like usual.
It's Sunday night as I'm writing this, and I hadn't felt hardly any horniness since, a passing thought here or there. I tried a lot of new things, and I have to wonder if that's why. I wonder if most people go through this the first time they penetrate themselves, if it's a permanent thing, or if this decreased libido is gonna wear off. Is this normal, or could it be a health condition? I like being horny, and I want to get back in the groove of things, but maybe it's a good thing? I don't know, can someone help me here?