OKTHIS IS WEIRD AND ANNOYING HELP

[suga_baby]

hey everyone i hope someone can aswer my ??? cuz i cannot make it in to c a doctor (no insurence) ok so the last four days i have woke up and i have constant throbbing between my legs like im aroused but you c i have a verry heathy sex life and so its got me concerned cuz no matter how many times i have sex it will not go away, its really uncomfortable to me cuz i have a son and i dont like feeling that way when i hold him  ya no its weird, so i asked my step mom and she told me it was because i was molested as a baby and that means im going to do it to my baby and that freaked me out cuz im not like that at all i get all descusted at the thought ya no but since this throbbings continued i am starting to worry that it will never stop and i am so afraid to tickle my baby and change him ya no cuz my step mom really believes that because i was abused that im goin to do it to hell i no i wont cuz thats sick but i dnt no what it is and its bugging me and what my step mom said is scaring me to. it dont help that im a compolsive worryer but i just need some answers so i can stop worryin shut up my step mom and go on bein the best momma to my lil one cuz there aint no way i would hurt him ya no i just want to no is it the hormones? could it be a chemical imbalance cuz i havnt had my period since april? is my step mo m right bout abused woman doing that to there babies ? i  no i would never cuz i would hurt ne one who came near my boy but i just am tellin everyone all the info please help i am one panicked momma

[suga_baby]

thank u for the reply i just feel so weird ya no i hate it i feel sick when i go to hold my lil one and it does that thank u so much i no i couldnt hurt my bitty guy cus the thought discuses me ya no i just am a natural worryer so when she told me that i started freakin but then i realisedif i was sick like them perves i would have not been discusted and would have hurt other kids long b r4 my own ya no thank u

[AnnieBrooke]

It sounds like you have some kind of vasocongestion, i.e., the blood is flowing into that region and making it swell, or pushing on nerves.  

My sympathies to you about the molestation.  It is NOT inevitable for someone who has been molested (especially as a baby, when she would not even remember it) to become a molester.  Certainly there are some people who were molested who do "act out" later in life, you hear about it in news stories.  But it usually has to do with a constant period of molestation during their memory at the time when their sexual identity is being formed, not an incident as a baby.  And it is not inevitable anyway, a person has a choice of how he or she acts, and is in control of what they do, when it comes to sexuality.

You should get in to be seen, maybe at Planned Parenthood, to find out about the missing periods and the pelvic congestion.