clean, shop, work out. Your best bet is to get into aftercare like NA or counseling, it will help tremendously. Just google NA meetings and the area you live in and you will find tons by your.
thank you for being there
Go to the AA or NA websites and find a meeting somewhere today. To this day i am still amazed at how peaceful I feel leaving those meetings. If you are truly sick and tired of living this way, and you want some peace in your life, then go to where the people are that have done it.
I agree wth guy find the solution. AA or NA . Becca