100 hrs since last dose methadone

[SmilingBright]

Still rocking this out.  Honestly felt way worse while I was tapering then I do right now!!!!  Praising God.  No desire to take another pill!!  But will always keep my dukes up against that ugly beast!!!  
I'm not Full of fake energy like I was while using.  But I'm ok w that. Rolling w it. And knowing it will come back to me ten fold eventually!!  Bc my god is good and I am putting my Trust in Him!!  I no longer want to be in bondange to those dumb pills anymore!!!  I love my new self without pills!! The emotions are amazing.  The love I can show my boys and hubby is wonderful.  The laughter in my house.  Thanking and praising God.

Freedom is here!!!  

Sorry if I'm obnoxious by posting each day my hours.  It kinda makes me happy to see my progress.
  Praying u all have a Blessed day today!!!

[FourJays]

Doing well today; the sun is out (for now) and feeling a little energy.  Me and the hubs have a date in the basement . . . I'm starting to fear my kids may call the "Hoarders" show on me, so we are going to start digging out!  

Guess I have finally faced the fact that my "just throw it in the basement for now" method of housecleaning has got to end!  It will probably be kind of fun, never know what we might find down there!

As I'm sure you can relate, still no quite at that "10 mile run" energy level, so for now - baby steps rule :))

YOU are awesome . . . keep up that positive attitude; you totally have this.

[SmilingBright]

Hey Julie,
Yes I'm doing great. I'm
Not cutting flips and running 10 miles a day.  But my day will come when I have full energy again.  So until then I will continue to praise God for what I do have!!  

How r u hon??

[FourJays]

Wow . . . 100 hours.  You DO have this.  Congratulations . . . you are an inspiration to so many.

Have a wonderful Sunday!

Julie