Thanks :) I really feel there are soo many caring people here..how could I lose with their support? It's just a blessing.period. It should be on the Thomas recipe!
Hi There Girl..I want to think you were being with me too the other day..I had a tough 2 weeks even in my 205 days..But Guess what It did Get Better..See so it does pass with time..We are just used to dealing with the Emotions like our Mind, Body and Soul in another way..The body and Brain just needs time to heal..It moves along like a slow Turtle..But not as long as all the years we used..Hey try some extra D-3 like FourJays told me..It really got me out of my Funk..Plus the other natural things I use..Just needed to add a bit more..I am Cheering for You..Yaaaaaa!!!!
God Bless You
vickie
lol I Have NEVER thought that i had another alternative to using...just that it cured my pain. I keep hearing "never again' and it takes me back to childhood things, painful ones..like I don't have to do that "never again"
Accepting this...
Using is a choice we make. U don't need to make that choice. You never have to use again. NEVER!
So good to see you posting! Positive things that you're doing. Like...what can I do for my recovery today? I can tell you really want this. All you need is the willingness, and I see it in you. You're going to do it all the way this time.
I have never done anything as hard...hope I never have to...
You are doing great! At 6 days you should really start to turn the corner now.
This is point to make sure you have cut off all supply to pills. If you do, then you cannot relapse.
Stay strong, think positive thoughts and be proud, what you are doing is one of the most difficult things to accomplish in life
You are doing this Karen!!!! Im
So proud of u!!!!!
Thanks this I loved your comments :) you are right. I just need to give myself a PEP TALK everytime I go out my door...your fine, you got this...don't look at the pharmacy or the dealer's or their homes...
ahh...this is almost the hardest...to be in public..where everything reminds you of it...somehow,someway. Struggling with that....
Thanks man! <3
Hello,
Sorry to be the one to inform you....... but according to all my sources you have come to far to turn back now. ;-)
Your body is just re-booting itself ..6 days ? hell i couldnt go 6 hours...
There msut be another life for you..the life you were meant to have....
go live it,,,,
Free~
Keep it up !! you are doing great,just not feeling good.I had a dream that they were selling oxy 40s at walmart in gallon sized bottles once.
LOL! I lived on Immodium. I know how rough you are feeling and I never ever want to do that again. Pill dreams s.u.c.k. Those are normal. Its not the melatonin. Here soon you are going to wake up and feel like you were given a second chance. Its right there within reach now. You are doing fantastic. Hang in there!
Just wanted to say....Day 6? hard to fathom it...still alive and can't say well lol cause it's not there. Achy, no energy still, back and forth depression and cravings...
Melatonin gives me MAJOR weird dreams...vivid. I dreamed last night i was buying some stuff....vikes. ugh. NO sleep last night.
Gonna try again today to sleep if I can...immodium central here! :(
still doing this....
Very powerful..hope u got some sleep. I managed five hours. Day four today and back to work in a few hours. At least I will stay busy this week. Then headed out of state on Sat for vacation. Hang in there!
You ARE going to get thru this...I promise. It seems like you won't at this point, but you're at the thick of it...keep pushing on! Dont give up!! I know where you are...the point that you worry about never taking another pill...but the worry will subside...and the thought of taking another pill will soon make you sick! Honestly...it does get better. The word "time" used to make me ill...but now it is my friend! And soon it will be yours too! Dont give up...please don't! You will be surprised at what you can do my friend...sheer willpower and the desire to be clean can overcome all those feelings of "just one more". In the back of your mind you have to remember what lies ahead.....FREEDOM!! I wish you the best of luck!! Keep rockin it....you got this...even if you don't know it!!
I tried sending you a note and a post to thank you but it didn't work. I appreciate it-it does make you HATE your DOA....powerful. I like poems like this as well, I have read 1 about meth..How are you doing? day 3 and 4 are worst for me and as you can see, I cannot sleep...after midnight. Still got more coming I know, but this time I'm trying more than ever...
Hang in there ur doing good. I just sent u an email. Plz check it out. You will do this!
And you WILL Karen - you WILL......we all believe in you girl :)
Another day! Pretty soon I can announce those days like you my friend! (I hope...)
thanks :) so do I believe me
I feel the same way Karen!! Hugs
Hang in there You are almost there. Don't go back. We want to hear your success story. :)
thanks Chris. I think without this place I really would have lost it a LONG time ago lol