5 months clean from coke

[gizzy32]

5 months ago i hated my family, i hated myself, i hated my life and it was torture waking up in the morning. i was a functioning cokehead that worked, but i hid a terrible secret, well at least i thought i did cause deep down i knew everyone knew i was using a lot. 30-40 lines a day is not healthy and it took it's toll.

today i am 5 months clean and i love my family, i love myself and i love my life again. im about to start back to work fulltime monday and am lucky cause we have a family business and i love my job. im about to start playing golf again, my passion, it was my life for a while as i attended college and was gonna turn pro, but i have no regrets about that aspect now, i love my job. i have met an amazing women and this is the only time in my life i know she is the one :). i feel like a COMPLETELY different man and i want to let anyone out there know that recovery is possible. i truly believed it was impossible to get clean and be happy, but man, i feel ******* good. life without drugs is a life.
ty to all my friends here for their support, you are amazing and i couldn't have done this without you. this forum has kept me clean.

[LIZZIE LOU]

God is truly blessing you :)

(in more ways than one)

[sadinmichigan]

thankyou..i have a few more questions but I'll pm you  thankyou again..

[bmc1976]

Way to go on 5 months! You have come so far during over the past few months. You have beat one of the hardest things you will every have to deal with.....addiction. There is nothing in life that can stand in your way! Be very proud of yourself. I know I am! I'm so happy for you!
Brian

[Needhelp59]

You are such a special person - your words of encouragement have meant the world to me.  I have tried to get my sister to read your posts - I know they would be a source of inspiration for her.  God bless and and THANK YOU for being you!!  Congratulations!!

[gizzy32]

yes, someone's behaviour can change in a couple weeks of use. this drug messes the brain up bigtime and thinking patterns are completely different. coming down of coke happens very quick and it's a complete nightmare. in fact someone on coke change their personality from hour to hour, it's a crazy drug. you know im here if you have any questions about it, or what signs this person is using coke

ty my friends for the kind words, it really means a lot.

[opi]

sweeeeeeeeeeet