Thanks everybody for sharing. It is great to hear from all of you. As we keep doing the work and learning as we go our recovery grows along with our relationship with a power greater than ourselves. There truly is a better way of living. God Bless!!!!
Your posts are always like fresh water, punkinhead... they are always needed and taste good...
I am still working on my self-searching journey and it is worth it all the way even if sometimes is hard, sure... but also rewarding, i am feeling much better with myself than two years ago, that one year ago....
Great post-----Have not been here for awhile------Doing great-------I'm still getting better mentally and physically--------Ya'll got me through the hardest and you know who you are----Best regards, Jon
I needed to hear, "just because I think it does not mean I have to do it." :) The hardest part on day 9 is realizing I have to change the way I think. I have to rewire my brain.
loved the post. i hope some day i can be at that point. there are many underlying issues why i use and im just trying to get it all figured out.
That is a great post Punkinhead, Thanks for sharing. Really, great. Good luck and congrats on clean time. You are doing so good.
HEY great post......when people finely relise that theirs more to this then the pills healing can begin until that time you may be sober but all your doing is ''white knuckling'' your sobriety
nothing changes if nothing changes you need to dig down deep to the root of the problem
to find out what drove you to use in the first place........Gnarly
It's just like you said, I knew I wasn't going to like the leveling of pride and other uncomfortable things that us addicts have to do when we work the steps, but I saw that it worked in others, particularly other guys my age in their early 20's, and I wanted what they had.
The hoplessness and futility of my life was apparent every day to me in my addiction. I was not strong enough to quit using, and in general, wasn't strong enough to do the right thing. So when I got to treatment, I became willing to do whatever was told to me in order to change the way I lived. Thank God for AA because my life is exponentially better now that I have worked the steps, work with others, and do my best to practice the principles in all my affairs.