AM I TRIPPIN?!

Question

Obviously i'm not clean anymore... but i think i might be going really crazy.  I think of all the crazy **** and i know its probably real...like the world is going to come to an end when all the chemicals and people and towns and EVERYthing collide and bang it's all gunna be gone.  And what the **** is this **** growing out of the ground.. what is it why is it there it's soo weird i don't go outside unless i have to.. I'm so very creeped out.  and i think the world is ending i really  really do and it it nutss i cant explain it. i cant!!!!! i'm crazy ****

RastaP · Answer

Everyone is fine! thanks for your concern. :)  it was a rough day

jt808 · Answer

a boomer is a mushroom makes u hallucinate depending on how much and how good they were last anywhere from like 6-8 hrs  usually but when mixen em like that mite be a lil longer she should def of already came down from whatever she had if she only had that and dindt take any more, hopefully shell get on and post cause i kno people r worried bout her.

troubleinohio · Answer

Rasta-are you here today? update us when you can

also- where are Catuf and Eagle at? I think they along with Beach (who hasnt posted here in over a year I think) are like the 3 Wisemen here, lol.  They could offer much insight and can word things like no other (IMO)

jlphillips24 · Answer

I agree with many of the other posts, you should contact a friend or someone you trust. I also wanted to add this: The world may very well be coming to an end, and if you are strangely just really really overly concerned about it, then maybe doing something about it would help. You can't help the world by staying inside and doing drugs, maybe you could put your mind at ease if you were helping. I say this because I very seriously worry about our planet and yes it keeps me up at night, I worry my children won't have a future here because our generation and ones before us have been so careless. So if this is not all drugs talking and you really are worried about the planet, do something! It helps me :-), on the other hand if your just trippin then you need to evaluate what your taking, its obviously not something you want to be doing.

troubleinohio · Answer

PS I sure wish Beach was still around. He could really say what needs to be said to this girl.....does anyone still talk to him privately? maybe you could arrange an email intervention?

troubleinohio · Answer

wow the stuff you mixed together....i dont even know what all of that is. Im gratefully naive and don't even know what a boomer is lol. Anyways, my only question after reading this thread is.......do you have a death wish? do you not care about your life that your'e willing to risk dying in pursuit of a high? You are playing with fire. YOu even said a friend had a seizure from this stuff. Doesnt that scare you? do you want to die? or mess up your brain so bad you become a vegetable or retarded for the rest of your life? It could happen. IN fact, its likely one of those thigns will happen if you continue this dangerous practice. Youre not only in danger of overdosing, youre in great danger of suffering a catastrophic drug interaction that could prove fatal or cognitivally damaging yourself permanently.  Please, please stop risking your life and your brain before its too late. Youre one step away from something VERY BAD happening to you.

jt808 · Answer

she should be coming down if she didnt take anythng else hopefully and then she will start making more sense keep posting if it helps u and let us kno how ur doing

CR_ST_NA · Answer

ok girl, that is some dangerous mixtures. i'm really scared for your life. do you want to get help? christina

10356 · Answer

why does it make you uncomfortable... You are amongst other addicts..

RastaP · Answer

I take alot of different drugs.. i took a bad mixure today i think. it was the tea i drank that i made out of steams and a few boomers and the addys with a few lines of oxy. I thought i was going insane i cried for like four hours because i couldnt escape my mind and my friends drank the tea and wanted me to go to this stupid place with them and i knew it was a bad idea and they went and called me screaming cuz my friend had a seizer! and the cops were after them and i couldnt get them! and i kept thinking of everything and everything.. i discovered that life is ****** up and that i want to go to space. i don't really like to talk about the drugs that i do i feel uncomfortable

CR_ST_NA · Answer

God i have been thinking about you since you were on the board last time. what was it 2 or 3 weeks ago? im glad to see you back, but sad to hear of your circumstances. if i remember right you were on stimulants last time you were here. was it ritalin or adderal? either way abuse of either will make you extremely paranoid. you gotta get some help fast girl. the people here care, we really do, there is a lot of good support here, and i've never seen any judgment, but i think there is only so much we can help with. sounds like you need some medical help. it will be the best thing you could ever do for your self. im here if you want to chat. please think about what everyone is saying, we all care!! christina

KLM_81 · Answer

Listen carefully. Pick up the phone and call someone you trust (friend or family) and tell them what's happening. If you can't reach anyone then call 911. I really think you need to be somewhere safe. And if you won't do that, then for God's sake, tell us what you've been taking. Sounds to me like you are either on acid, or have been doing  methamphetamine for quite a while. Either way tell us. You really don't need to be by yourself right now.

gizzy32 · Answer

WOW!!! What are you still taking? I know you were using coke for a bit along with hallucins I think. You have posted about eating till you make yourself sick, how much you hate yourself and your drug problem. You have some serious issues you need to deal with, some type of therapy for sure. Wish we could help, but you need so much more. Fix this before it's too late, your young. Good luck

snowflake620 · Answer

what on earth are you taking???????????????? I think paranoia has you in it's evilclutches and whatever your on you better get off of it fast!
snowflake

RastaP · Answer

No i my mind is making this up but it makes so much sense

phuck_it · Answer

...get back on the pipe fast! You're starting to make sense again..

Mr PI

jdawne1899 · Answer

It sounds to me like whatever you are on, is making you super nervous.  Have you been reading something, or watching anything on tv that would make you scared to go outside?  If I were you, I would stop taking whatever you are........and give it a few days to see if it gets any better.  Sometimes when people aren't getting enough sleep, they can have extreme paranoia.........