Another day.

[lild713]

Hello! I hope everyone is doing well and  recovering well as well, also keep your head up I'm in the same road I use to spend 200 or 100 a DAY! That's more then people hard making money even if I worked with a good jobs till no good I could saved and travel around the world and buy me something nice but yesterday I really had toothache and took only 2 Pain pills. I'm dissapointed but doc said that's one of the worst pain in your body headache I woudn't have take it but toothache is the worst I just wanted to punched myself and I hope everyone have a great day and please post up your story and how long you been clean and etc! Have a great day! Also, I have no friends anymore I cut them off so finding some people tot alk to as well.

[Heather8448]

That's a thing I fear. Like if I get in an accident need surgery etc.
At a meeting the other day however a guy had surgery he gave his meds to a sober person he trusted and took them ONLY if he needed and after 6 days he was done. They didn't count that as a relapse, because it was necessary.
Hope this helps you, but your story reminded me of this

[lild713]

Are you still on it or you're done with it?

[lild713]

Thank's it is very tempting but I don't wanna go through hell again, Therefore I'm done with it and control myself, also I do other thing's to keep myself busy if I have nothing to do play basketball, video games, talk to girls on phone, etc. Lol

[ROSYouralright]

Don't kick yourself for taking it when you NEEDED it! As addicts we will be faced with things like that! Congrats to you for only taking two! I was never that disciplined! Congrats on cutting your sources! That is HUGE and very important!