Don't kick yourself for taking it when you NEEDED it! As addicts we will be faced with things like that! Congrats to you for only taking two! I was never that disciplined! Congrats on cutting your sources! That is HUGE and very important!
Thank's it is very tempting but I don't wanna go through hell again, Therefore I'm done with it and control myself, also I do other thing's to keep myself busy if I have nothing to do play basketball, video games, talk to girls on phone, etc. Lol
Are you still on it or you're done with it?
That's a thing I fear. Like if I get in an accident need surgery etc.
At a meeting the other day however a guy had surgery he gave his meds to a sober person he trusted and took them ONLY if he needed and after 6 days he was done. They didn't count that as a relapse, because it was necessary.
Hope this helps you, but your story reminded me of this