Motye, I will happily follow your lead. I have 2 years and 6 weeks clean. Life is hard: I have to face real life problems. But, now I have a chance in life because I'm clean. I would not be clean w/o my program, no way. But, boy did I try doing it on my own. And I always got the same result: back to using. It was THIS forum that gave me the shove in the right direction. Glad to be on here, giving back:)