Big boy panties (ON ICE): Day 9

[Iwantmylifebak49]

Ok, here we go.  Slept like a deer on the night before opening day (See I’ve got the deer out of the way, already:) .  For those of you that don’t get the reference, I slept like donkey balls, roasting in the desert sun.  I had my second therapy (individual) session this morning and this lady kicked some addicted panty wearing ***.  I left her joint (not a drug reference) feeling like I could take on the world.  Gonna play me some tough love with the absent wife and stay on top of this addiction thing.  Went to work and actually laughed.  It was so nice to laugh again, it has been too long!!!.  Then, I ate 3 pain pills and felt great.  Just KIDDING.  I actually hit a wall and started to sweat and have a panic attack.  The cool thing is that it didn’t last too long and I even laughed again later in the day.  Motivated myself to take the big boy panties to the ice rink for some pick up hockey.  They loved the cool, dry air flowing through their smooth fabric:)  Hockey is the one thing I can forget everything and just react for a while. So, it was awesome for my mind and I sweated like a hooker in church.  (or a church lady in a whorehouse, whichever way you want to look at it is cool with me).  After hockey my back was freaking out.   I was a little sad because I facetimed my boys and they look like they miss daddy.  Anyhoo, I’m home now, glad to have day 9 under my belt.  Just in case you are were curious, the figure skaters were looking at me on the ice with a bit more curiosity tonight for some reason???  I think I stepped on their turf with the man panties thing.   All of you out there in h*ll, know it does get better (even if you choose to go the non panty route).  Be strong all.  Much love and much respect!!!  Hot tub time for the panties.  Yaaaaaaaaa!!!!

[mommymarieme]

You are hilarious!! You are doing so amazing!! Right now you are doing something very important for yourself and for your kids so try not to worry about anything else. Thank you for your posts it is nice to have someone so funny and positive! Keep up those panties!

[brokenspiritandsoul]

You just crack me up!  You are kicking butt and everyone is so proud of you!  Keep trying to catch up with me as I keep trying to catch up with Teri!  Lol. So glad that my big girl panties have helped you out so much!  You could be starting a new trend!  Have a great Friday!  Will be double D's for you today!  (double digits, silly) lol

[Sonrissa]

If you keep this up, you are gonna need to buy me a new IPad. I keep snorting all over it, and one of these days, it's gonna short out!

Glad you are doing so well. Keep it up! Can't wait for the next installment of How the Big Girl Panties ride Up.

[Teri9498]

OMG I soooooo love reading ur posts!!!...u always keep me laughing!!...day 9 is huge!!!...ur killing it & have an awesome attitude 2 boot!!!...love it!!!!....LOL...

[toothfairie]

way to go with the 9 days!!!  keep those big boy panties on no matter how many strange looks you get!  sorry you are having a tough time with the wife.....just know you are doing a great thing for yourself, then everything else will fall into place....it's great that you are staying so active....at 9 days I was a slug on the couch!  still am sometimes....lmao  congrats!!  

[ariley13]

Great job on your 9 days clean! I know this must be very rough going through all of this with your estranged wife right now. Be proud and stay strong. It's a good thing you are doing this with a clear head. Just keep telling yourself that you are doing a great job and things will get better.  Hang in there and never, ever look back! Take care and keep your head up.