Day 15 Cold Turkey

[Charles1020]

Am I on right forum I'm new at sharing but on day 15 cold turkey. The mental is ruff just feel all alone

[Charles1020]

Oh it was ruff first few days but I figured what the heck if I can't sleep might as well do something my question is can I get hooked on walking I can't do without it . It really helps plus I'm a stay at home dad before when my wife would come home nothing was done now that I'm clean and off them demons she has had no house work cooking nothing to do when she comes home I'm loving that part but does the not being able to be still go away  see I love  football but sat I couldn't watch one quarter will that go away or does it become routine.

[Kbusymom]

Congratulations and welcome!  Glad you have a support system.  This site is filled with kind, encouraging and supportive people that understand everything you are going through.
I'm on day 15 as well and have had horrible cravings today; if I had access I know I would use.  I hope you have cut your sources.  
I'm glad you are exercising; yesterday was the first day I was able to be active and it was only a 10 min walk and I exercised for 30 min this morning.  I have to hand it to you on that; pretty amazing feat while going through WD.  
Keep posting and sharing; we are all in this together!

[Charles1020]

Thank you the other day my 9 year old son asked me dad what has changed you to a new dad that made my day even my wife said she could see a change that's what keep me driving on . I had missed so much of my family got a 20 year old daughter got to get to know all over again to.

[tooter212]

I was told to read Psalm 31 today, I did and boy that really helped. God Bless

[tooter212]

I've had that lonely feeling too. It will pass. Day 15 is Hugh !!!! It does get better. You'll have waves of all kind of feelings. I found that music helps a bunch. The unpleasant feelings do pass. Hang in there and keep posting. God Bless

[Charles1020]

Yes but it's maybe different 15 days ago I gave it all to god my addiction was destroing my 22 years of marriage since then I just can't be still always movin  is that normal I'm walking 10 miles a day and that works great joined church changing my lifestyle helps thanks for responding I do feel all alone spouses just don't get it sometimes.

[BarbRTR]

Welcome! 15 days is amazing. The mental tends to hang around a bit, but each day gets better. Do you have a support system?