Day 3

[BearsFan1966]

Feeling pretty good today went grocery shopping and with my husband its a 2 hour trip! Just feeling tired but I know that will take time...time I sure do hate that word lately! lol I have been down this had road almost a year under my belt. Then life happens end up in hospital for a week. Still suffering fractured pelvis but I know it is because of the pain meds.

For those who are starting this journey for the first time I know how hard it is trust me 11 years on pain meds! I know you wish there was a magic pill to make it all go away, the with drawls that is. But there isnt and it does get better!
Just remember 1 is too many and 1000 is never enough!! I know this motto all to well. After getting out of hospital I swore to myself I will only take what is required, and I did for a while! But we must remember we are addicts and that will never change! So 1 year later and 3 trips into the hospital (fractures and kidney stones) I am starting over. It s+@#$@ big time but I want my life back! I saw myself going back to the drugs to feel better and all I really need is to be sober to feel better.  I know this and want this more than any thing in this world!
I pray and hope each day is better and venting on this life saving site is all I need right now!

Love to all

[BearsFan1966]

Thank you so much! Yes day 4 went to the local casino with my mom and husband for the buffet and had a good time! Slightly tired but hey nothing to be down about! lol

[dominosarah]

You should be entering day 4 so i will say Congrats on 4 days!!!  You know what you want so let nothing stand in your way to get there~