Day 30

[PlowBoy36420]

Well today marks a month of battle, I know I've put up a fight and this gives me second wind to keep fighting. I want this now more than ever and don't plan on giving up. Pills are starting to become the last thing on my mind.  I won today's battle and I'm ready for tomorrow's.

[msdelight]

30 days is fantastic! A real milestone! Congratulations dude!.

[spider6]

..and it was an awesome "chance"......that you grabbed hold of and ran with to the winners circle!  Yay! There's no stopping you now bud.  Grats on the big 30! The first real milestone of many!  ((((8))))

[NeverAgain127]

Good for you John!

[pillguy]

I've followed your story.  This had been a difficult journey for you.  We all know the cost of using.  I'm just so happy for your new found freedom

[Jerry198]

I was on my way to work this morning thinking today is PB 30 day clean well CONGRATS its great to see what you have accomplished and it lets those cruising the site know that it is possible have a great day and make sure you do something good for yourself and the kids..

[PlowBoy36420]

Yes this can be done,  enough was enough.  I have plenty of opportunities to go back to my doctor but the thought of taking medicine turns my stomach enough to stay clear (unless a major problem comes up is the only way I would make that call) of his office. I want others out here to know they can do this and they're not alone, just think of how terrible you feel during the first week and how you feel now. It's a major difference, I know I will still have my bad days but they don't touch how I felt during that first week.
I see how I felt better within the first month and that let's me know this second month will be even better, I want to keep fighting this, I want to feel normal again without taking.
I know the people on this site made a major difference in my life, I know everyone else that found/finds this site is here for one reason and that's because they are seeking out a change in their lifes.
Stick with it, let's fight just for today, we can only feel better, the worst is just in the beginning.
Praying for everybody that wants or needs this, you're never alone in this battle because I'm right here with y'all.
((John))