Day 85.......

[bull172]

I am clean from hydro 120mg a day, about 6 year habit ............

Today is the 85th day clean....

Im worried......

NFL/NCAA Football is coming up within the next few weeks, and thats all i used to do was pop thme and veg out to the games......

I can feel my mind starting to twist me into the cycle all over again..

I just got in the mail the 2009 NFL/NCAA fantasy bible (yes i gamble) and now im itching......

WHAT DO I DO?

I HAVE DIRECT TV WITH ALL THE GAMES IN HD.....55 INCH LCD FLATSCREEN WITH 120 HZ....SURROUND SOUND.....ALL FOR MY GAMES!

[bull172]

oh i forgot about the occasional TUES and FRI nite NCAA games!

REESE/HOLTZ/MAY ARE THE BEST ESPN CREW THERE IS!

[bull172]

Oh man...nothing is like football!

Mon nite NFL
Thurs NCAA

Sat all day NCAA from 12pmEST-midnite (longer if Hawaii is playing home)
Sun all day NFL......

HOW AM I GOING TO AVOID THIS TRIGGER?!
I HAVENT BEEN CLEAN DURING FOOTBALL SEASON SINCE 2003!

Gators ey?
Im a gambler, so on any given saturday if FLA covers for me, i like them :)
Last year they kinda sucked against the spread....

[hook1423]

I feel you man...getting ready to start going to all the gator games.we all party on game day.be strong and good luck.let's talk football from time to time ......love college football!GO GATORS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[gizzy32]

Relapses happen most times before we even use. I hope you do something about this before it's too late. I have talked myself into relapses before using so many times. Pre season has just started, you gotta be careful ok!

[gizzy32]

FOOTBALL! WOO HOO. I know what you mean about that being a bit of a trigger. Going over to buddies places and not being able to even have a freaking beer won't be easy for me, but I can still eat and eat, haha. Whatever you do, do not let this set you back and as a huge football fan myself, I just can't tell you not to watch (unless your a bills fan, lol).

I think you need to get as much support as you can, it's just to easy to mess up, I have done it so many times. I will come over and watch the games on that big *** tv of yours and keep you in line ok:) Congrats on almost 3 months dude. Support and aftercare are so important. Stay strong!