Day 9

[Goblin666]

Hi Everyone!!!

Woke up feeling ok. Went for a long brisk walk and started my day off right.  Feel like I am waking up after being dead for a long time.  So nice not to be scheming, counting pills....feeling free. I'm starting a new job in a few weeks and had to take a drug test. So nice to know that it will be clean!!!

Day 9. I can't believe it. My energy is good,  evening despair and extreme fatigue is all but gone. So grateful.  No being on any pills almost makes me feel like I am on something because this feels so different to be clean.

Sleeping is so much better....

Had some minor cravings but those pass when I think about how much better I feel.

I know I have some internal work to do. When I had some time clean before and got more pills I remembered that I thought they would make me feel better. They really didn't. I didn't like being on pills or being off. Hence the needed internal work. Going to a meeting in the morning.

I am an awesome guy and have a lot to offer. Time to start living.

Trying to be active a little everyday and it has made the difference. Going to keep that up.

Thanks for the comments everyone.

Best,
Goblin

[msdove305]

Good to see you are doing well. Its all in your mindset sometimes. Good luck, Dove

[acesmom]

Congrats so very happy that you are feeling better. I'm down to 7-8 mg of hydro.

[dominosarah]

Yes you are awesome Goblin!!  Congrats on day 9!