Eek, I mean "right" not "write"...sheesh!
Hiya. Everything you described is write outta the opiate addict handbook!:) That was my life exactly as well. We don't HAVE willpower (has nothing to do w/ that); when it comes to pills, we have zero control.
As my lovely pals above stated, if you wanna get off the merry-go-round, that ain't so merry, tell us. We've all been where you are. It can be done.
Keep posting, and let us know when:)
Hi and welcome to our forum.
You've come to the right place if you want to get off the drugs...whether it is through a taper or through CT detox. We are here for support and to help in any way that we can. We can help with things that will tone down the WD symptoms, we have a lot of folks here who have been on the sobriety path for a long time and they are wonderful at helping with information about aftercare and how to live your life on the sobriety path.
When you are ready to jump just let us know. We'll give you the information and support you need to get you through the Detox.
Hope to hear back from you soon!
Hi and welcome to the forum if you want out of this madness we can help keep reading the posts you will get an idia of what it is like to detox this is not the end but a new beginning you can get you life back if your willing to go threw a detox now you can taper but your not really on enough to warent that it would be better if you just C/Ted and jumped it is about 4 days of hell with most people seeing the light at day 5 or 6 read up on the things you need ask lots of questions and when your ready let us know so we can help this is very doable and you dont need to be chained to a pill bottle any more....Gnarly