Finally over the flu. Just in time. How is everybody?

[happynessbythekilowatt]

Over the flu and still haven't touched a pill. I did have a question to some more spiritual people here. When going down the road of drug abuse, did you ever have premonitions of self destruction? Mine were always dreams that had to do with apocalyptic events, and running, as I got worse on pills and as my life changed. I did a lot of studying to see what the meaning was and by the time I figured out the meaning, my life was way too far downhill. It meant self destruction and showing me that my ways were wreckless. These kind of dreams are more intense than your average dream. Now last night I had a dream that I was smooth sailing on a river and passed bridges, and was really at peace with myself. I am guessing that means I've overcome my hardships and am moving on. If you can relate, let me know.

Other than that, how is everyone?

[happynessbythekilowatt]

Hmm that is a pretty good way to sum it up. Thank you very much, I am pulling through strong with my head up.

[pharma9]

You probably had guilt and it showed up in your dreams.Now that guilt is gone the dreams reflect your peace with yourself.Super good work and keep it up.Instead of guilt you have pride and I am also proud of you.