so sorry to hear of ur freind... my heart goes out to ya. its always sad to hear of some1 loosing the battle. but this is the brutal truth of what will happen if we dont lay the drugs down...jail, institution, or death. u dont realize it at the time but when we clean up and look back at our active addiction, we really were dying.
niko..life will be such a beatiful place for ya once again once u get clean. it really is. i love my clean and sober life and i didnt think id ever get here and if i did i didnt think id ever acutally enjoy it without the drugs...but i love every day i wake up and can enjoy my life sober. u will b here one day and know what im talking about...but u have to put down the drugs.
Well I just wanted to post because my best friend past away because of the patches. I can understand what Niko is saying though because she mentioned heroin. You just need to find a way to lay the drugs down, completely. Fentynal is so dangerous and its like you don't even no that your dying alot of the times. My buddy just went to sleep and never came back to us. Please whatever you do, find a way to start recovery. We are here to support you.
sky_is_the_limit
stay away from the fentynal...its not a good idea...its very bad idea.. get rid of it. until u do its only gonna be calling ur name.. u will find once u get rid of it u no longer have that temptation on taking it. so pleeease get rid of it. dont even think about just flush it....itll just be a set back.. ur gonna have to go thru the withdrawls there is no way of getting past them. they will b over n a few days but not if u take the fentynal. taking it will only prolong the withdrawls.
You mean guys that im stuck if i use 2x25mg fentanyl...im afraid most if use heroine. Thats im say from both of them is better the fentanyl. I think!
My heart goes out to you - I understand exactly how you feel. The anticipation of withdrawals are almost as bad as the withdrawals themselves. In fact, the dread and fear often can intensify the symptoms.
I know how tempting that would be to have 2 patches at your disposal when you are on the verge of withdrawals but that could be a major set back for you - just giving into the addictive behavior is a step backwards and you have come too far for that.
You have a lot of support and encouragement here so continue to post and best of luck to you.
Peace
Nikos you letting fear into the equation....dont be afraid you will get threw the withdrawals
your jumping off at 2mg ....we have had 2 girls go off from 2mg and both did really well
dont read anything into this and dont use the fentanyl...its just going to prolong it
try to relax a bit I have been feeling the desperation of your posts the last few days
it dosent have to be like this...try and go into this thing with a positive attitude when its said and done you wont be chained to a pill anymore keep posting for support where out here to help you....YOU CAN DO THIS....it wont be as bad as you think good luck and God bless...Gnarly
Stay away from the fentanyl Nikos. It wont do one thing for you. You dont need any more drugs. You can get thru this and live a clean life........sara
Nkos...Don't take the fentanyl. It's not going to help you. Just be as strong as possible and fight to be clean from drugs. It's what your mother would want...