Is in shock

[amity_76]

its so hard to want to get off these pills and to just keep facing one blow after another, just lost all my furniture, found out last night he cheated on me. This man used to cry and say how much he loved me and he has never loved anyone this way...well guess thats a lie too. So trying to want to change my life around and I am , im very sad, cause that was the last thing i have ever expected to hear, i mean the man has cried so many many times . The pills are winning sadly but maybe one day I will win...

[ang_811]

im so sorry to hear all of this, it does seem like ur taking blow after blow, but u cant keep using this as an excuse to use pills. it is an excuse. trust me i was using excuse after excuse 1 month ago and it just kept me relapsing. these week has been very stressful on me with everything going on i could easily use it as an excuse to use pills or alcohol. but im not. im not that person nemore im the person who takes on lifes issues head on sober no matter what they r. u have to do the same thing. u have to really want this. fight with everything u have. the pills r not good for u and u know that. they r gonna send u to jail, death, or an istitution. do u really want that? i dont think u do.

[dominosarah]

amity, you know i have always been honest with you so here goes......I know you are going thru your own personal he!! right now and i feel bad for you but please quit using this as an excuse to keep using.   These pills are going to kill you.  I know you have been given a blow with your hubby but now is the time to take back your life.  Dont sit there and wallow in your own sh!t.  Rise above this.  You dont have to live like this.  Get the help you so desperately need.  We have all talked to you and supported you but YOU have to be the one to reach out now.  When are you going to get mad and say this is enough?  

[amity_76]

Ty I needed to hear that I need to get well so he can't throw that in my face, thanks so much .... I will try my best ...

[LeaAnn807]

I'm sorry!  I hate to hear about you being so sad, but remember not to do harm to yourself by taking pills AT someone else.  That only hurts you and not him!  Changing your life for the better will be the best possible way to show him who wins this!  You are in control of how this plays out.....not anyone else!