Here to fight another day!

[jojo3boys]

Its crazy because the only physicaal w/d I have is lack of energy, but the mental cravings are harder this time.alot of meditating, and telling myself why I can't ever take another pill. And this *ish is hard. But im here, trying to stay clean. Have a good day!

[motye51]

U can find the l-tyeosine at GNC that's where I get it from.

[jojo3boys]

Thank u kellygirll, I will go to health store tommorow and look for it. I appreciate all the help!

[kellygirll]

you can get it at health food stores maybe GNC and online too keep going girl and stay strong

[jojo3boys]

Im glad I erased all the numbers, I got so weak about an hour ago, but I don't have any numbers in my phone.haha. its so hard. But im stayn strong.

[jojo3boys]

Hey amanda: where can I get it from. I look in stores, and I have not seen it.

[Amandag78]

Hey jojo, stay strong and i do hope it gets better for you very soon : )
Can you not get yourself some l-tyrosine for energy?

[motye51]

It's funny ( well, not funny per say) b/c I remember the first meeting I went to of which I was exhausted but if I didn't get out of my house I was going to go insane!!!!!!  I needed interaction!!!!  Had been in bed and bathroom for like 3 weeks (ughhh) and I know I was still dope sick when I walked in.  I know I stunk (b/c I was still sweating really bad and was like 20 degrees!) and had this scowl on my face like "leave me the f**k alone!!!" but that night 20 women gave me their phone numbers and told me if I started feeling the need to use, call them (of course I didn't) but it let me know I could.  I know your tired....push yourself.  Get mad and push!  (I find good anthem music helps me do that) I know that sounds weird but it works for me!

[jojo3boys]

Yes u are so right on, and I def contacted my local na. But its at night when im tired and can't sleep, or during the day when my energy is low, that I fight with my inner demons, but I know what taking another pill will do, so I keep fighting, keep meditating, and I got a sponsor.

[motye51]

What you r describing is exactly why as soon as I could make a declarative statement I got my a** to an n/a meeting. I don't want people to think i push n/a and I know its not for everyone, but some type of aftercare is needed in order to stay clean! Think about it...