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Here to fight another day!

Its crazy because the only physicaal w/d I have is lack of energy, but the mental cravings are harder this time.alot of meditating, and telling myself why I can't ever take another pill. And this *ish is hard. But im here, trying to stay clean. Have a good day!
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7163794 tn?1457366813
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What you r describing is exactly why as soon as I could make a declarative statement I got my a** to an n/a meeting. I don't want people to think i push n/a and I know its not for everyone, but some type of aftercare is needed in order to stay clean! Think about it...
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Yes u are so right on, and I def contacted my local na. But its at night when im tired and can't sleep, or during the day when my energy is low, that I fight with my inner demons, but I know what taking another pill will do, so I keep fighting, keep meditating, and I got a sponsor.
7163794 tn?1457366813
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It's funny ( well, not funny per say) b/c I remember the first meeting I went to of which I was exhausted but if I didn't get out of my house I was going to go insane!!!!!!  I needed interaction!!!!  Had been in bed and bathroom for like 3 weeks (ughhh) and I know I was still dope sick when I walked in.  I know I stunk (b/c I was still sweating really bad and was like 20 degrees!) and had this scowl on my face like "leave me the f**k alone!!!" but that night 20 women gave me their phone numbers and told me if I started feeling the need to use, call them (of course I didn't) but it let me know I could.  I know your tired....push yourself.  Get mad and push!  (I find good anthem music helps me do that) I know that sounds weird but it works for me!
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Hey jojo, stay strong and i do hope it gets better for you very soon : )
Can you not get yourself some l-tyrosine for energy?
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Hey amanda: where can I get it from. I look in stores, and I have not seen it.
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Im glad I erased all the numbers, I got so weak about an hour ago, but I don't have any numbers in my phone.haha. its so hard. But im stayn strong.
7689249 tn?1408018598
you can get it at health food stores maybe GNC and online too keep going girl and stay strong
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Thank u kellygirll, I will go to health store tommorow and look for it. I appreciate all the help!
7163794 tn?1457366813
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U can find the l-tyeosine at GNC that's where I get it from.
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