The recent events on the forum has created much sorrow and feelings of uncertainty for many of us. Please make sure you are talking to someone about this. Create a journal or thread, talk with your sponsor, your therapist, hit up a meeting, just dont hold these feelings in. This is very important. The tragedy we are all experiencing leaves many doubts. Our own addictions are on high alert right now. We can never take this addiction for granted. We are all in this together and we will all get thru this together. Bkitty has a prayer chain that spans the globe right now. Her husband has been kind enough to make a profile and keep us all updated on her. While we wait on her recovery we have to take care of our own recovery also~much love to you all~sara