Hi, have you tried tapering? Sorry to tell you there is no escape from withdrawl. You go on subs, then you'll have to withdraw from that (it's worse.) The question is, how sick of this life are you? Are you done? If so, you can taper or go cold turkey and just get it done. The withdrawl part is the necessary evil to get to the other side. It's also the reminder of what we did to ourselves. We are here for support. Let us know what you decide.