Ugh. Not again.

[Imback08]

I was about 3 weeks clean....then I used again. I can't believe I did. I got enough to last me a month and in my head I said, one day and I'll be fine. Nope. I used all of them in a week. So here I am again. Just finishing day one, took my last one last night at 8pm.  I'm so ashamed. I thought I had the right mind set and I lost it.

[gnarly_1]

SO you blew it big deal a lot of people do there first round with this dont beat yourself up and dont take on the guilt and sham.......pick yourself up dust yourself off and move forward your detox should be aquick one your dident use that long the mising lingk here is aftercare so many think ooo im fine now I dont need any help im clean there is nothing farther from the truth you need to plug into some form of aftercare to prevent this from happening again both N/A and A/A are free there are other organizations as well as conslors and therapists but dont try and do this alone human interaction is critical for recovery it has saved my a s s countless times so get plugged in somewhere keep osting for support become pro/active in your recovery and you will make it out this time......Gnarly

[snakejones]

As Scarlett O'Hara says, "Tomorrow is another day." So start fresh and don't be hard on yourself. What happened when you were a baby learning to walk? You fell. A lot. Did it stop you? No.
I rest my case.

[Innerstrength67]

That just goes to show you that one is too many and 1000 is never enough.
Hang in there. Tomorrow is day 2.
Have you ever tried NA?

[dominosarah]

Try not to be so hard on yourself, it is done and over now.  Turn the negative into the positive and think about what you can do differently this time.  You never fail as long as you keep trying~~sara

[all_alone1]

Your here admitting it that takes a lot. There is a lot of encouragement in here, they can help you get through this.