Put yourself in peppers place swag....would you want to keep going thru this? She is tired of this too. Only you can do something about changing your life. You have to be the one to reach out and start......
After all the people I hurt , I am the one given another chance but how many chances can I have before everyone gets sick of me, even my wife just walked by and said boo hoo hoo ,real supportive, man Im just sick of my life right now!! swag
The whole purpose of this forum is one addict helping another addict. I hope you stay and I hope you post. I understand if you feel like you should not be giving advice and that is fine. I also understand if you do want to give advice, just because you messed up does not mean that you cant help someone else. You never know what might help another addict. You might help somebody just by telling them your story and letting them know that we all fall once in a while and that it is ok. Most of the time, part of recovery is messing up. You just have to try to learn from those mistakes. I hope you give us another chance!!!
Please stay
Lisa
Jacksonville,FL