Well today is day 4 with no relief from pain, I was taking suboxone for about a year, and I took my last 2mg pill 4 days ago on Saturday. Last night I had to drink 5 drinks just to sleep, and I only got about 2 hours. I've been up since 430 this morning, and I know I just have to deal with it, but the thought of buying some pills off the street has crossed my mind more than once. I also have spinal stenosis and shoulder problems, so I do have real pain issues that I am dealing with. To be honest, the pain is what is driving me crazy. I am only having slight withdrawal symptoms from the suboxone as I was on a low dose. I just don't know how I can live in this much pain and be a productive person,