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[Rnoble13]

Honestly my question should fit right in with opiates, heroin, kratom, oxycodone/contin use!  I have a legitimate prescription for oxy's which are strong, strong pills at 30mg rapid release pain pills, which honestly I don't follow the prescription meaning I stack up to ten at a time or whatever I can do or feel like; now to harbor my withdrawls from oxy's at very high doses, I use a ton of kratom that I smoke swallow chew or whatever...  Also, I am actually thinking of shooting oxy's, have thought of just using heroin with everything, like kind of a coctail if you will?  I've been an addict for probably close to 8 years or more non stop and hide it better than any friend, addict especially, aquaintance or whoever it is, I've just learned to blend it into my life like a vitamin which I need just like a vitamin to function!  Anyone have any thoughts for me or advice, however I don't want somebody preaching to me about religion or high and mighty, it'll just **** me off and make me more apt to use more?  Besides I'm a buddhist as far as religion goes, so I'll take great offense and disrespect at religious (traditional b.s.) rants which have nothing to do with drug withdrawl or such anyhow?

[chef4u]

well if your a buddist isnt that a religion? fall back on that even though yes im a christian i wont preach to you but your religion should get you through this . and talk of religion wont make you use you will make you use as addicts we use anything as a cop out if your going to use its cause thats what you want to do!! maybe a little Faith in whatever you believe in might help you through all the mental junk that clouds our minds I know my Faith In My God has helped me but of course I believe my God is the only God!! but I do wish you well

[confused456]

agree with Jacqui

[Jacqui805]

You want off?  If you do, you gotta make a plan, simple as that.  W/d isn't simple, don't mean that, but it's got to be a simple decision, yours alone to make, and one you want desperately in order to be successful.  You make that decision, we'll go from there.  It can be done.