I am 11 days clean from Hydrocodone. I know its not a long time but it seems like an eternity to me!!!!
I am coming to 6 days tommorw. I battled for about 3 years with addiction after herniating a few disc. I got clean for over a year. Relapsed then went on suboxone. I successfully got of that and it was not 2 weeks after that I blew out another disc. I ended up having surgery in July and started taking the pain pills again. Within the past month, I started to see that spin out of control so I knew since I was only 4 months in it was time to nip it in the bud. I cut off all supplies and I will be going into day 6 tommorw. I have done so much better with detox this time around. Maybe bc I have not used for a very long duration and I have also had a very positive mindset bc I know living clean was so much better! I am hopeful that each day gets a little better. I know I will get there, right now I am taking baby steps but my mind is made up! NEVER will I go down that path again! I have 2 beautiful daughters and an Amazing Husabnd that need me. I am confident that the back pain I feel now is simply rebound pain and in no time at all, the pain will lesson. Since my detox began 5 days ago, the thought of using again has neve crossed my mind! The only thing I think about pertaining to pills is that they only ruin and take life's! Never ever again will I walk the road of bondage!!
I am new here. my sobriety b-day is June 23rd, 2011. Grateful to be sober! :-)
231 DAYS!! Couldnt have done it without all of you!!! xoxox Congrats everyone!
Dont post much but I lurk around. Proud to see everyones clean time! 457 days for me!