Not sure if I'm supposed to be here????

[ann326]

well it's been a little over a month since I took my last pill. I say pill cause I would take anything I got  my hands  on called an out paitent program they put me on suboxone I see them 2 times a week and have cell # to call if need be I just feel so alone !!!!! very scattered today I just hope I'm at the right place I know many think I'm not even in recovery but I feel as though I am and really just need some feed back and a place were I can find some exceptance I hope that there r people here that can help me with the many ???? I have thanks

[mamaof4410]

Well I hope you get the job! Ive learned in the past two months that its a great thing to keep yourself busy. Hope your day is going good so far! And dont freak out about the Holidays...Think of it as a new beginning!

[ann326]

feeling better today getting nevous about the interview tomorrow I hope it goes well would be great to get out and make some much needed money before the holidays I can't belive they are right around the conner that's scary well now that I freaked myself out going to see how the rest of the people are doind on here today

[ann326]

well it's sunday uhg that being said I'm alive and here this time change has me all messed up I've been so down the last couple of days and I couldn't put my finger on it . then it came to me, I haven't checked in with this wounderful site got so trapped in pleasing everyone else I forgot about my self ..... I hope everyone had a safe and happy halloween and madeit through sandy all is fine here from that thank God but got to give the storm it's due it gave us quite a show . and your right ImDoneNoMore I'm itching to get to this interview I hope again all is well with everyone.

[ImDONENoMore]

Definitely get busy!!  It will help distract you from your thoughts and then you'll have the added benefit of accomplishing something.  And it always feels really good to look around at a clean home and see the benefits of your hard work.

You can do this - it's just a week - a short time in the grand scheme of things.  And look at it this way, you'll be another week stronger by the time you get to that interview!

[ann326]

well it looks like I made it through the storm however the changed my job interview for next week on tuesday. I really wish I could Just get in there today I'd drive through anything to start working. I guess I'll be working on patients for the next week and try to stay busy around my house maybe this time it will stay clean. I can feel the anxitey kick in so I best get moving other wise it just get worst I hope everyone on the east coast in doing ok praying for ya.

[ann326]

u always come up with the best ideas ur right we would have a good time see to every negitive theres a positive hope u and your's r safe you'll be in my thoughts and prays