I'm still here fighting this battle right along side of you

[BraneGame]

Day 37 I think. I went through a bit of a crash and burn for a few days. Sometimes the intense loneliness makes me feel helpless. qpatty, chig1130, spider6, and  mlaji you will never know how much your messages to me helped me to keep on fighting. I read them over and over. You carried me through a very dark place when I had no strength left or fight in me to even try to heal anymore.Thank you for your prayers and holding my hand and dragging me up this hill. My recovery felt like it was at a stand still, but I refused to look back to the days of taking a pill to give me that get up and go feeling. I'm still here and fighting this battle right along side all of you. I am proud of myself for 37 days clean and sober. Thank you friends for being there for me.

[mlajl]

Glad to see u on here BraneGame!!!! It's tough, but we manage despite not wanting to lol..it's a up hill Battle for sure .. we can do this! NJgirl,  any wisdom at all will be sucked up by all of us!

[qpatty]

Please words of wisdom would be awesome!

[BraneGame]

Words of wisdom are just what I need. I look forward to reading them. Send them my way.

[NJgirl79]

Thats awesome!! Good for you!! You have to fight to be who you want to be. I have some words of wisdom if you dont mind. Ill get them and post them for youbto look at from time to time. Wish you the best!! Hugs

[chig1130]

I knew you would keep up the fight and be back, Way to go my friend.

[spider6]

Awesome sauce chickie!  You're exactly where you should be at this very moment .....if you don't like the "scenery", just wait a minute...it'll change ....that's something we all need to remember.....that being said......just as you can change within a blink of an eye from down to up.....it can and most likely will go the other way as well......all normal.  But it reinforces the fact that we have to be ever diligent in our acknowledgement of the need for aftercare....*whatever that means to YOU.  We are all a work in progress, processes ever changing.  Just roll with it baby! Lol get your iPod out. Hugs girl.

[qpatty]

I am sooooooooooooooo proud of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And glad you are still with us. You just made my day. Gonna try and get some sleep now. Thank you. Reading that was just what I needed.