Quiet

[Bkitty2]

I know I have been really quiet these days. I am working thru a lot things mentally, emotionally, spiritually & physically. I want you all to know that one day I hope to be me again. I am getting all the notes you leave me and messages and I am really sorry if I have not responded. I am not trying to be rude. For you all here are a special part of my life and heart. I come here and linger....sometimes wanting to say something...sometimes cant think of what to say. This place and the amazing people here on this SA forum and Cat forum has saved me...more than you will ever know. I hold each of you dear to my heart. I have a relationship with each and everyone of you and not a day goes by that I don't think of all my friends here. I just feel bad for not being around here as much and not saying much. I love you all very much and when the time is right I will share with you all the things that I am going thru. I posted a journal about that night. I closed it because I am scared for you all to see that. Yesterday was-well Sunday was one month ago. A terrible thing that I did to myself. Im here and if I don't respond quick I am sorry,,I just wanted you all to know I care so much about you and I am so thankful for everything you have done for me. (((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))

Bkitty

[meegWpaw]

kittee ... you can take all my notes and stuff and stomp on them and throw them in the trash!!!!  I don't mind.  we just want you to get Better and feel as Good as you can.  this time is for you and not for you to worry about writing back to ppl or anything ... love u!

[dominosarah]

You take all the time you need my friend.  You getting better is what is important.  Sending love and hugs your way~ sara

Kyle, you know what stood out to me the most??  Your daughter ASKED you to go. How great is that!!  It wasnt the shoe shopping that was important to her, it was a day with her daddy~

[kyle505]

You're right. I was overwhelmed; still am. It's like she is trying to make up for lost time. I'll take whatever I can get. Shoes and all...
Thanks,
K

[dominosarah]

You are very richly blessed Kyle~A daughters father is bigger than life.  They are our hero's and to have her dad back in both mind and body is something i cant explain in words.  Maybe the tears running down my cheek explains it the best~

[kyle505]

OK...Stop. You've got me in tears. I hope Bkitty reads this - it may help her understand the things that I couldn't put into words in my initial post and why I owe her, you, and many others so much.
K

[Bkitty2]

I saw it Kyle!!!! I happy for you! Brings me tears!! Love you all very much! Thank You!