Day 32

[tavia14]

Good Morning! I hope everyone has an awesome day! Everyday I SLOWLY heal. It's so weird how I can actually FEEL the heal :). Still working on a therapist. I did get a new primary care and cant wait to meet her, although that wont be until October. The first thing I am telling her is of my addiction. I never want a bridge or gate to be opened to those wreched pills again! Ugh! Energy still zapped but let me tell you from the first week I am a billion jillion times better :) to all those just starting out I PROMISE it does get better. Thanks everyone!

[dominosarah]

Way to go on those 32 days!!!  You are doing so great!  Keep trying to get a therapist.  You will feel even better when you do.

[magnoliaooo]

Good Morning Tavia

    I was just logging off and saw your post!!!! Congrats on 32 days, so great!!!! Yes I know what you mean about feeling the heal, it seems to be a slow steady progress dosen't it? I struggle every day with the energy I make myself exercise, eat well, talk about my feeling etc. I force myself because I want sobriety so badly. I listen to the people here with time on their side so I would check into getting a therapist if you can, I believe some sort of aftercare is the KEY to long term sobriety. I can tell by your posts you are very similar to me, I am so proud of you, coming here is a huge step in your recovery and I know you want this!!!  Yes I to never want to open myself up to the pills again as difficult as getting sober is it is by FAR a better life than the INSANITY of active addiction. Gosh the many times of counting, searching and lying for pills, it is simply a beautiful gift that in itself not to be there, so proud of you Tavia, you keep it up we will make it this time. Have a super week-end

                             Mag