The Positive Side Of Addiction

[gizzy32]

Although we mostly talk about the bad things that happened during our addiction, I think many of us come out of it better people that seem to appreciate things more now, I do anyway. Going through something this difficult and coming out on top only makes us stronger. I definately have a different outlook on life since I got clean and wanted to know what you think has changed the most for you after going through this hell and reaching the other side.  For me i guess now I don't take anything for granted like I did before. I didn't have many good days during my use and I really do appreciate the small things in life so much more now. I see things I didn't see before if that makes sense? I guess my question is how did going through addiction change you for the better once you got clean.

[Totsie59]

When I came out of the fog..I was so greatful my life was still here..right where I left it, just waiting on ME. I feel so very lucky that I didnt lose it all. I love being able to just feel again..the numbness is gone..I am also glad for the clear mind...I haved judged my own son...always saying...why cant you just quit...now I know. He is clean...done it on his own..I am more proud of him than I am of myself for getting clean..One more thing I am grateful for is all the help and support of my new friends here...would never have made it this far...DANG GIZ I JUST LOVE YOU....WHAT A GREAT POST.

[genevive333]

Nicely said.My depression lfted,I can taste better,feel better,getting libido back.having another chance (again), so very thankful to God for my blessings

[Allicat0117]

I am new in recovery but the best part so far is how the relationship with my family has changed (for the better of course) because I am a much happier person. You know the saying...if mom's not happy..no one is happy...lol! I am also still discovering the "new me" and I am loving her very much! I am starting to realize that I am a strong person, I deserve happiness and I AM WORTH IT!!!!!!!

[guv338]

Will have to get back to you on this one.  After these 3 months, my head is still so, not
right, I'm not sure whats good and whats not.  I know how bad it feels every day so its
hard to see the light/good I suppose.  I keep hoping to wake up and have turned the
proverbial corner, but so far have been unable.  Not thinking about going back, just hoping things change soon.

[worried878]

great post!  I think there r some positive..like mentioned,.,,i am not judgemental at all anymore of anothers addiction..i understand how people feel...and i also think that has made me more open in other areas as well..also taught me that i need to grab life while it is here..enjoy every second of it..also//a certain self awareness developed as well...after detox, i saw things in my life very clearly..things i never knew were in the back of my mind//triggers i guess..issues i needed to work on were staring at me..and for this i am grateful..some go thru their whole life without this self awareness...and i think it was a positive thing

[alfred1234]

guv338...I feel you.  I am in the same boat.  I pray to wake up everyday and feel a little better.  I want my life back so bad and am being pretty hard on myself right now.  But i have completly lost myself in the past 4 years.  Dont even know who i am anymore.

But what i am very greatful for...Is a 2nd chance.  I am alive.  And i have the ability to find myself.  I have a chance to find out what makes me happy, or sad.  

Im just very impatient!
Thank you guys so much for your stories...its really gives me hope that i will be better one day...Im only 11 days clean...So i know i have alot to look foward to.  Thank you for giving me hope!
I love you guys