Hello

[bandnmom]

Well I'm guessing not many people from the past are still not here. Time to make new friends. I was clean for a long time until about a year ago. I need to stop. I know its possible as I have done it before. The withdrawls are what syop me everytme I try now ugh

[Blessed612]

I'm here. And in the same boat. The withdrawals don't get me but just the non stop cravings. It's awful. It controls my life

[bandnmom]

The mental after you pass the pysical is the worst. I'm here if you need anything. My hubby has no clue either

[Blessed612]

Exactly. I can get through the physical-it ***** but I've done it several times. I'm just not strong enough for the cravings. I don't get it. I have an amazing life, a healthy 2 year old, I shouldn't need something to make me feel good. I'm do sick of feeling like this and just want to be off for good.

[bandnmom]

I was clean for several years and then BAM right bad to where I was. What part of country are you from?

[dominosarah]

Is that really you???????????????????????????????/

[bandnmom]

Yeas mam! It is!

[Blessed612]

Pa, you? Maybe we can email to help each other.  

[bandnmom]

Didn't my note about seeing your undies during fly over give me away?Lol

[bandnmom]

I'm south burns of Chicago. Id be happy to hello. And receive also. I did a lot back here 4 heard Ishmael. It got me threw

[bandnmom]

My stupid auto correct let me try again lol id be happy to help and also receive. I'm south burbs of Chicago. I did a lot here 4 Ish years ago. It truly got me threw

[dominosarah]

I didnt even look!!!  Yep it is you!!!!!  I am so happy to hear from you again,  I just wish it was under better circumstances.  How much are you taking?

[bandnmom]

A lot :(

[Blessed612]

Haha!!! I was trying to figure out what Ishmael was lol that's so funny. Ill take any support I can get right now!!!!

[dominosarah]

Start talking or you will get a fly over you wont ever forget/

[bandnmom]

Ask away. I'm an open struggling book

[dominosarah]

What led up to this?  Are you getting them from your doctor?

[bandnmom]

Doctor and when I run out I buy off street

[laurel453]

I arrived a year later and we didn't cross our paths a lot but i remember you, bandmom :) .... welcome back, this is your addict  family :) and of course, YOU CAN DO IT AND YOU WILL DO IT !!!!!!

[ROSYouralright]

I'm new, still on pills, and getting off this week as soon as my last 6 are gone. I'm here to listen and go through it with u but I'm not sure if have any good advice.  I've been hearing alot about the Thomas recipe?

[laurel453]

yes, roys, go to the health pages and you will find the thomas recipe there... also this thread is full of good advices, good luck :)
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/Addiction-Substance-Abuse/goin-cold-turkey-off-oxys-and-need-helpppp/show/1253109

[dominosarah]

What are you running from my friend?  You know what you need to do.  What are your plans right now?

[bandnmom]

No plans. Idk. Just lost I guess

[dominosarah]

You are in a deep hole arent you?