congrats on 8 days! perhaps the reason u havent used is u r DONE! u reached the point where u realized using is not gonna fgo anywhere..nowhere but down....when u r sick and tired of being sick and tired...quiting is a bit easier for u..doesnt mean it is a piece of cake..but just a bit easier...sounds like u may have been just plain over it! good for u and keep posting
And you are so much better off with the M&M's - - - - -
p.s. joy, in my journals i have a list on how to beat the craving for coke but, it applies to all drugs.
joy, i am so proud of you for posting. that shows you are determined to make this work...i dont think i would try to figure out that dream either..LOL
Way to go on 8 days now joy, I am sure most of it will be the mental part now and it can be very difficult. At first my drug dreams caused me to crave, in fact I still have the odd one and they are strange like yours, I sometimes even woke up thinking I had just relapsed. I think dreams help us, it's a release, but sometimes also our addiction still fighting. It's best to stay busy and talk through a craving cause they always pass, just don't let that craving turn into an obsession, that's when we get in trouble. Your doing great!