You are super brave to come back and admit to a defeat.
You are even more brave to start again and not be defeated by your addiction.
My thoughts and prayers go out to you in your battle.
Sara~ Everything will be different because everyone knows...I told everyone and I'll be going to an out patient facility everyday. Like a job. Because it is...
V.
What are you going to do differently this time? You cant do this alone......sara
Well...what I've been doing hasn't been enough. I relapsed this past weekend,feel horrible,and have an appt. with my doctor on thursday. I will change my tracker. I am 3 days clean...again.
Vicki
Hear hear Gizzy!You alwyas knpow what's on my mind,lol!!Exactly-if you want it bad enough you will fight and nevber let your guard down.Aftercare for me started with this site to help get me clean,made it 333 days then relapsed.Within that time I was doing NA.Back clean again and "lurkng" on here,responding to others .That seems to help me stay clean-not wanting to w/d again for the 100th time though either,lol.Seriously,I think aftercare is a must,as Worried stated and as Gizzy said it still doesn't ensure absolute sobriety.So,NEVER LET YOUR GUARD DOWN!!!!....Anne
Live one day at a time as we dont know what tomorrow will bring........sara