congrats on the flush it takes some guts sometime to do it when I quit methadone took my last dose I had like 790mg saved up I tapered myself off I bet I sat in frount of the toylet for 1/2hr before I pored my lifeline down the drain it was tarafing on one hand but very freeing on the other that was a little over 2yr ago and I still remember it don yourself a favor and stack the cards in your favor and get help both N/A and A/A are free and the 12 step programs work if you work them if not that hook up with a conslor or tharapist the pills are just a symptom of a much biger problem the pills are are excape from that problem time to ressel the demons out of your head and end your addiction.......Gnarly
Don't feel bad, flushing those pills mean you are strong enough to do this. I'm on day 6 and this forum has helped me a lot and it can help you too, we are human, we make mistakes and we learn. God bless....
Flushing is very hard. You need to give yourself credit for that! Welcome to the forum. You need to give yourself credit for your 8 days clean.
congrats on flushing it is super hard and you did great when i stopped i even told my boyfriend to get rid of some liquid pain meds we had around the house from when my 19 month old had her surgery i couldnt trust myself in a weak moment ,you can't get those 8 days back but you can get 8 more than 8 more than 8 more and just keep going ,good luck you did the right thing :) it gets better !
Thank you. I'm sitting here sobbing because I feel like I wasted the previous 8 clean days before yesterday. I was doing SO well. I hate this lifestyle.
Hi there and a huge congratulations!!! It takes a lot of strength to do what you've done-flushing pills,admitting you're an addict, and posting. Your post will bring a lot of hope to those out there struggling.Stay strong and remember you can win this!! Always remember that sick feeling when you took them-do you really want to feel that way ever again?Nope,you want to be alive and you will be! Stay strong and congrats to you!!