Its already day 10 and you made it!
I am so proud that you pushed yourself to go on Hike Thats great!
get those endorphins going!
I know exercise is last thing you want to do but it helps .
Stay Positive You are doing great! at Helping yourself stay strong!
War is good. Maybe a little dramatic, but during times when I'm fighting my cravings, well, war is good.
Lol Nursey7...true! That made me smile ;) At this point I am so exhausted I am just going to lay down and pray for some sleep and hope someone up there listens ;) How are you doing my dear??
Bkitty...that was a funny post! Thanks for the encouragement!
Kyle- wow. I admire your honesty and your strength ...it seems like you might not have one every battle today but overall you won the war. I dont know if 'war' was the exact word I was looking for but you know what I mean...Very motivating.
Glad you are still hanging in there my frIend!! Day 9-be proud!! I know you said you were exhausted and I hope you got some rest. This no sleep thing is messed up and makes it difficult to think clear. You did amazing last night; I am so happy for you. Look on the bright side you are not sweating all over your patients anymore ;-)
Better than taking a pill. This whole thing is so strange. I'm almost 8 months clean but I too am having a difficult day. I know my wife has my daughter's script for Norco (she's getting wisdom teeth pulled). Thank God my wife knows everything about my addiction because I found myself casually wandering upstairs to our bedroom and tearing apart my wife's purse looking for the script or, better yet, the pills. None. After a couple of minutes I stopped, and the shame was pretty heavy duty. Would I have used if I found meds? Probably. But thankfully I had put roadblocks in place months ago just in case a day like this happened. I know me too well.
Sorry - just venting. Congrats on day 9; in a couple more I'll be congratulating you on two weeks clean. I really does get better.
This day will soon pass and you will be on to day 10. All that matters is that you got thru it! Great Job! Exercise is always good! I wish I was motivated to exercise-motivating being a clown with a bloody knife chasing me or something. Keep up the good work.((hugs)))~Bkitty