yay! no drinking! actually it's pretty true, I seem to get weird benzo stuff back after any amount of alcohol .... I guess the bad things about alcohol are many for me. It just makes me want more and it makes me crave other substances. It's not good. Try not to think about the w/d now. It's good that youre tapering, you have to. Just take one step at a time. It will be different than mine; I ct'd off a lot of benzos. You're not doing that. So let's hope for the best. I can't remember about the fatigue, sorry. You are doing great! No drinking tonight so you were strong! keep fighting!
sometimes it's hard to not drink. really hard. like now. LOL figured I'd write something here and maybe the urge would pass. did you feel like you got bad symptoms after only a little alcohol? say yes! Even a little is too much for me.
every afternoon around 4 I get so tired. I think every feeling has something to do with the taper. I am so afraid that I am going to have terrible w/d ... I just want to get it over with but I know I need to go slow. ugh.
thanks for listening. no drinking for the night; danger is past.
hey sorry it took me so long to reply, yes I am clean ... I don't quite remember how long it took for w/ds ... maybe there was a lag. Glad you slept thru ... No, ceremonies are not part of it as far as I know lol I just thought it was a cool idea! :) great with no alcohol, glad you are doing well!
just checking in (I feel like i need to be accountable to someone). got thru yesterday without alcohol, only took the meds in my taper and I slept thru the night.
i think i have another 6 days at this level... and then a step down. slow and steady, like a turtle. :-)
I was clean before... until probably my 40s. so I know I can do it. I was just stupid and took the easy way out with anxiety and problems sleeping -- I got pills from a shrink. I never should have started with the pills...but I did and now I'm extricating myself.
The alcohol was another crutch. and no more excuses. I am worth it. yay! thanks for your encouragement.