Day twooooo

[mlynn2014]

Ok. Woke up first at 7am and was fine. Fell back asleep and just woke up with that panic (oh my god no pills) feeling. It us passing. I'm drinking water. I'm strapped in and ready. Just feel very anxious and emotional and sweaty but honestly sweaty is the one symptom that always lingers. I wonder if I didn't already pass a huge lump of the physical withdrawals this week? It's very mental. Already on to weird dreams this morning! I'll take it though. It's all healing and progress. Right? This mental part....it's a beast. Gonna see about a meeting and some things to do today. Just wanted to post here first. I'm trucking along. Gotta go through this and get better. Using is pure agony. At least this will get better in time and I don't ever have to have another day two again if I don't pick up.

[Pat1956100]

I'm on Day 2 (again) too.  I had weird dreams but did sleep a lot, which I'm so grateful for.
Hang in there.  I'll be following you.

[mlynn2014]

Oh this is not my first day two either love! I slept well but for some reason insomnia doesn't hit me until later and it's usually in the form of sleeping lighter and less but not days without sleep like many have had to endure. Trying to stay positive as this is a mental battle I will have to fight for a very long time! I'm scared too. I'll admit it. I'm also ready to get my life back. How are you holding up? I was in withdraws through most of the week on the kind if half-$$$ taper I did but still waking up without my morning dose freaks me out everytime!! I just feel weird. Which I think is actually feeling sober lol

[jojolovesherboys]

I'm right here with u doing its hard. But its time to get our life back. Not just for me, but for my kids, who need their mommy. U r in my prayers.

[mlynn2014]

You are in mine too. I also have two kiddos that are in middle school which is a good motivator. I feel weirdly ok right now which I of course am completely over thinking and it's freaking me out. Of course I had my mom take the kids for the weekend so I don't have any stress to deal with at the moment which is probably the reason. Stress triggers my anxiety and then Boom I'm feeling like a crazy person. Lol. Gonna eat!! Let's see how this goes lol

[Pat1956100]

I'm feeling rough right now but I have felt worse.  Trying to keep my mind off of it by watching youtube and other things on the net.
Thank God for this forum.  Lots of great people here who never give up on you.  I hope this is the last time for both of you.  It just gets worse and you can lose everything from this horrible addiction.
Stay strong.

Pat

[Ejm7263]

Hang in we're with you. At day 10 no turning back.

[mlynn2014]

Anxiety like no other....,

[jojolovesherboys]

Stay strong. We are going to beat this.

[Pat1956100]

I forgot how rough this was.  Really in the thick of it now.

[Amandag78]

Hey there, congratulations on day 2 : )

[mlynn2014]

Thanks you guys. How are you all doing?

[Pat1956100]

Woke up several times thru the night with cramps but at least I'm getting some sleep.  Feeling pretty rough right now but Day 3 is usually my worst so it's to b expected.  I feel like I'm over half way there so that's a good thing.
I'm doing this.
Glad you are doing well.

[mlynn2014]

I'm ok physically but mentally losing it at times. Grand isn't it? Lol. Paying the piper I guess. Lol. We will get through this. I have to laugh or I'll cry.