Im just feeling very weak and tired like a ragdoll thats been beat against a wall. Still no good sleep, 15-20 mins here and there. Extreme lack of energy and motivation i try to force myself to get up and get stuff around the house done but concentration is no good and i find myself either downing advil hopping in a hot bath or back in bed. Im sneezing like crazy coughing also just very lathargic and weepy. I have been through withdrawl CT a couple years ago and do not remember some of these symptoms I have now, which is why im wondering about the methadone. I was taking opiates vicodin 750mg norco 10/325 sometimes oxy from 30-80 mgs. as many as 25 a day, for the last 6 years with the 2 last years getting worse. Im just so discouraged right now, I will try to keep pushing through. ..
Day 8
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