going to stick with my new plan

[chubbers]

so i have been struggling with my addiction to oxycontin for a while now and talking baout going ct, as most of you on here know im leaving my husbadn bc he will not stop the pills and i met this wodnerful guy at work who says i am his soulmate and he has a cottage out by the lake and in 2 weeks he is taking me there to go through ct for 5 days and he is going to stay with me and make sure i get through this. i really think that god must have sent him to me bc if it werent for him i would prolly just keep taking pills and not care. he has made me realize that my life is worth more than that and that true love can get you through anything. so im going to my docotor and asking for clonidinee and some valium and i am going to get some amino acids and all that and just suck it uop bt i know with him there with me i will get through this plus we will be on a beautiful lake away from everyone and everything so i really think i will make it this time. i cant wait to be done with these pills and have my old self again. i really hated myself bc of this but i realized i must have done something right to have met this wonderful guy who  actually told me if god gave him a chance to take all the pain of my withdrawal onto himself and he had to live with it the rest of his life just so i wouldnt feel any pain he would, i really feel like i am living a movie right now i never thought there was real love like this. wish me luck!

[CadillacJack]

Best of luck. Whatever situation you are in that is conducive to quitting, go for it. Five days may not get you exactly where you hope to be. If it doesn't, don't worry, it will continue to get better, even if w/d aren't completely over. I'm on day five c/t from a pretty long stint of hydrocodone (about 10 years), and my w/d aren't finished with me quite yet. But, I'm better than day 2, or 3, or 4. You will be too. Hang with it, whatever you're personal situation.

[NautyOne]

I agree.  I hope it doesn't scare him away.  With all due respect, chubby's......I don't know.  It's your call, but have you considered Suboxone?  does this guy have a clue what withdrawals from high levels of Oxy are going to be like?  My worry is he won't be saying he would take your pain once he sees it........can you start weaning yourself down quickly before you go........you have to.  Oh, girl......I have followed your situ for so long now and I pray this works out for you.  I really do.

Luv,
Nauty...........