help?!?! cold turkey quesrion

[kgn1212]

I am in soooo much pain right now. Im like 40 hours in and cant take it anymore. Im withdrawaling from oxycodone. What if I got ahold of vics? Would it start me all over? Or if I did just a little oxycodone would it start me over? I have had a half of a tramadol. But itsnt helping and also im a wreck emotionally! !!! Please help. Nothing more I want than to quit but omg idk if I can do this. Not to mention no one knows I have this problem. Im alone in this.

[kgn1212]

Will it start me over all the way to day 1 if I just did 5mg of perk? Please honest answer.

[kgn1212]

My arms are the worst right now. Idk what to do. Im going crazy. All I want is just a little bit of a perk. When does the crawling tingling feeling stop? Am I almost there?

[kgn1212]

Without my fiance I would have given in. Hes been amazing to me. Im so happy im doing this. I have been thinking about how all my money went to this addiction. I havent been to the movies with my girls or the arcade with my son in ages it feels. Im so ready to get back to this. Their bdays are coming up starting in a couple months and I wanted to be off everything by then. Looks like I will be.

[kgn1212]

And im thinking if I can get a ride I will be going to a meeting tonight. My fiance works tonight and we share a car. My truck broke down

[kgn1212]

I fought through a really tough craving. Especially because it was in my grasps. I still havent taken anything but vitamins since that half a tramadol. Its 1030am here in ohio so once I make it to tonight it will be 3 days since my last opiate use

[Cricketk92]

You are doing great!!!!  Just keep hanging on and the days will go by!!!  Showers really will help to relax you!!!  I too am on a prescribed benzo and it did help me to sleep during my detox!  My plan is to come off them in the near future and see how life goes without them!!  Keep on posting and letting us know how you are doing!!!