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[aloneandempty85]

Alone, terrified, addicted to coke and hiding for 4 years. anyone out there? I need to know this is real.

[aloneandempty85]

I'm still here.  I appreciate the reply.  I dont know what to say, but thanks for writing back.  

[devildoggy1]

This is the real deal brother... There are things that you still need to consider and it sounds like your not thinking straight. I know because ive been exactly where you are now!! please reply, I know that if you do we can work through this. My name is Dan. Please talk to me.

[confused456]

Please can you hang in there until morning? I am so sorry that I do  not have this advice you need. I am here for support all you would like.

[confused456]

Thank you Dan. I have no personal experience but I am here for any and all support. Thank you.

[122 Tactical Fighter Group]

You sound like me in the '70's - short story - I did coke, I liked coke way too much, I sold coke to pay for mine, I sold a Fed DEA a kilo and went to a non-country club prison for three years.

There are no physicacl w/d's from coke....and psychologically I dont think that its any worse than PAWS type mental things from opiates. Coke use can be stopped easily (especially if there is none in front of you) but if there is any in the house it will (literally) scream at you and wake you up and yell "Do me!" until you give in. This drug screams "Do me" more loudly than the opiates - some type of post use help is a definite if you wish to be successful....been there - - best of luck to to u - it can be done - eagle -after two or three months it will even quit yelling. Just dont listen the first times...

[aloneandempty85]

I am here. I just dont know what to say. I guess I jumped into this before I was ready.   I thought I was ready to talk or atleast type, but despite ruining my whole world, coke has been the one and only thing keeping me here.