my natural course

[sadinmichigan]

I no longer feel like i can deal with this ****..I know there is no good time to quit doing drugs..but all I can now think of is drinking..which i am doing now at 7:30 am  and filling my RX next week..I know it's not going to help..but that is where I'm at..I wrote a post on the social side about my kid..I am stuggling real hard to keep it together but i feel like I am losing this battle once again..I just need some common sense and truth told/yelled or even screamed at me..I don't want to fail this after the longest 30 days in my life..

[Rose703]

Here's some honesty for you. I know things are rough for you right now and for that I'm so sorry, BUT stay the hell away from the pills. One or two of them won't help you so why in the hell would you even do it? As for the smoking well I don't do it but I know alot of people who do I just choose not to. Now I enjoy sitting down in the evening with my hubby and have a couple of beers and yes I do mean 2!! I just know that my personality is an addictive one so I don't want to trade one problem for another!! Hang in there and stay strong!! You can PM me anytime and I will help remind you of all the reasons you don't want that damn pill!!

[sadinmichigan]

I know...Thanks..just trapped in a nightmare with this situation with my girl that is getting worse all the time..xo

[Mikeinthesouth]

Het as long as you cracked dem beers enjoy the buzz for me, as I don't have a  couple of monthsto puke away on a binge  and there is not enough vodka around cause I drink till I am alcohol poisoned to try to deal with these damn wds. U no?? . LOL but true....

[Mikeinthesouth]

I kinda wish I enjoyed smoking grass. Just O and I sure don't need that though. U no??

[Mikeinthesouth]

Its not over until its over. Not a perfect person here but you know in your heart if you should or not. Still love ya, Mike

[sadinmichigan]

I hear ya! I need to be yelled at..i think..It helps to talk out loud sometimes..Just the way I'm feeling..I have no reason to pretend I'm fine right now..Thanks friend!  i will stay strong!
understood!