need a change

[dibeticgirl89]

So just signed up tonight on this website I'm a 23 girl who had everything a modellingcareer money apt on the beach then lost it to my oxy and meth addiction oh did I mention I'm a type 1 diabetic thts has been uncontrolled for the last 4 years and I'm to the point if j stop I'm so afraid that I won't live to see the recovery...

[diabeticgirl89]

I had to make another profile bc I cannot remember my password that I made last night that is how bad it has gotten me my mother used to tell me I have a memory like an elephant lol but I think its going to be very hard when my other half uses and won't get help thts my heart and I couldt leave ny heart...  :( what do I do .. thank u guys u have never felt so cared about my substance abuse thank you..

[zoea]

hun u r a beauty.

My use is cocaine. And past year my money problems have got bad. Im trying my best.

U r still young and can get it back. Dont give up. No good comes our way with these drugs.

Keep us posted. We r here x

Zoe x

[Teri9498]

   Hey, just wanted to send u my support.  My 14yr old son is type 1 diabetic, he almost died almost 3yrs ago when he was diagnosed.  He is now on an insulin pump and doing really good.  Type 1 diabetics have to take extra care of themselves.  So sick around here and we will all support u!......Teri  :)

[boognell]

It might seem like that now to you, believe me, I understand. But you have to stop, realistically. I think you know that. Do u have a good MD? If not, go online read through some physician profiles and find one with whom u will have a good rapport. You should be supervised throughout ur withdrawal especially with ur diabetes....u are still so young, I know u can get everything back on track. But you have to want to try. Good luck and God bless, keep me posted.

[minn66]

Hi and welcome. I'm glad you found us. There are a lot of knowledgeable, kind helpful people here. You can overcome this. It won't be easy. Yet there are a lot of people who have done it and have lived to tell the tale.

Keep posting. I am thinking and praying for you,

Minn

[bama88]

Hey sweetie...may i call you that?? i am an recovering oxy user.

Just want to tell you your a smart girl to recognize your problem. i also lost alot of things too. had a new car reposed. got it back....but still. it was awful.

Your so young. have your whole life ahead of you. and you and i can beat this thing. ok?? and you'll he stronger smarter and a better person once you've beat this thing. ok??

I know exactly how you feel. i am sending you courage strength prayer and a hug.

[gunn73]

so what r u waiting for. make plans on how u r going to quit. and stick around there r alot of wonderful ppl who can help u during recovery.
keep posting
take care.......gunnu